It's Me!! No One Else!!

Can some explain something to me? Why is it, when someone lives their life in complete and utter bliss, when someone lives a positive life the other people in the world want you to change? I am so sick and tired of people telling me that I am not being true to myself , that I dont let my true feeling show, that I bottle everything inside and dont show my pain. But honestly, I am so tired of being around the negetive that I have learned to shun it out. I am truly happy with my life..no one is perfect and I know that I'm not but come on! If someone can be strong and not let the weakness of the world drag them down..they shouldn't be critizied for that..they should be admired, appreciated and happy that there is someone that can bring smiles to people's faces. This is what I do, this is how God made me. I am a nice person and though I feel not needing to explain myself, I did feel the right to vent.

I dont know..this is all very annoying. I ended a 20 year long friendship with someone because they were negetive 24/7 and I try to surrpund myself with all good and great things. Why am I being finger-pointed at for being positive? This was something I had on my mind..Thanks for taking the time to read this.

The New Me!

This weekend had really been monumental for me. In all my 29 years of life I have always had long hair. I had a trim here and there but never anything major until now. For the first time ever, I cut my hair short and the response Im getting is so great. I feel like a brand new person. I think this is a change that was a long time coming. I notice how much my confidence went up and they way I am carrying myself with a sense of security. I love the new me.

I feel like everyone woman goes through a faze in life in which they feel they have to upgrade their worth and that is what I feel I did. I am seeing myself in a new light and people are loving that this is going for the better. I know this entry isnt as long as I usually would post but I just wanted to share this moment with you.